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June 19

Spades, Clubs, Diamonds, ...

Another lesson from music...
 
For me... and for You...
 
 
Words of the day:
 
"He deals the cards as a meditation
And, those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for respect

He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of a probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the Spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the Clubs are weapons of war
I know that Diamonds mean money for this Art
But, that's not the shape of my heart

He may play the Jack of Diamonds
He may lay the Queen of Spades
He may conceal a King in his hand
While the memory of it fades

I know that the Spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the Clubs are weapons of war
I know that Diamonds mean money for this Art
But, that's not the shape of my heart

That's not the shape - the shape of my heart

And, if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one

For those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And, those who fear are lost

I know that the Spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the Clubs are weapons of war
I know that Diamonds mean money for this Art
But, that's not the shape of my heart

That's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape - the shape of my heart"

(Sting, Shape Of My Heart, Ten Summoner's Tales)


June 09

White flag...

I don't know why I'm still here, I don't know if I want to say some more about me...
I'm tired to fight...
To fight with this world that is gioing in the wrong direction... Or maybe is not this world... maybe I'm wrong, and it's my life that is going in the wrong way...
There are too many things changing in me...
 
Soon my brand new home will be completed...
I hope it will be a good starting point (even if I'm not so sure) to feel better...
 
But there is one big thing that is still missing... I'm still incomplete... I cannot free up my mind and I'm not so sure if I'm strong enough...
 
Love is killing me... I'm giving all my life to make people happy, but, what about me?
 
I feel empty... And I can't find the missing pieces of this puzzle...
 
I'm suffering, maybe a radical change is necessary, but in this moment I can't see through the haze around me and I lost the direction...
I decided to face this alone to avoid to put my sorrow on the people I love...
 
But I have to recognize that I put a big wall around me...
 
Maybe, I have only to convince myself that it doesn't worth to love...
 
cya
 
 
Words of the day:
 
"Outside the dawn is breaking,
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free!"
 
(Queen, The Show Must Go On, Innuendo)
May 01

One year of Blog....

One Year ago...
 
I decided to start this new adventure...
I promised myself to put part of my feelings and part of my life on this white pages...
 
Many things happend in this year... 
 
But I'm still here, looking for that lost way... Fighting everyday with myself...
 
I'm one year older, I hope to be also wiser than yesterday...
 
Thanks to my few readers, thanks to all the people I love...
 
Thanks to You... my hidden Love...
 
 
Words of the day:
 
"(Why don't you let me make) a brand new start..." 
 
(Queen, Let Me Live, Made In Heaven)
April 03

Waiting for an answer...

It's still time to wait...
 
Waiting is hard...
Waiting is difficult...
 
Silence is calm...
Silence is peace...
Silence is gold...
 
Let's pray...
Let's open the heart again...
Let's continue this fight...
 
It's hard, and sometimes I would like to surrender...
But not now, not again, not today...
Probably, I will have to ask someone's help...
 
 
Words of the day:
 
"...Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?"
 
(Don McLean, American Pie)
March 27

Confusion...

The scenario is changing...
Words are tired...
Heart aches...
Many doubts again...
I'm not sure if I could face You..
Maybe I'm not ready...
I'm looking, seaching, sinking...
Maybe that day will come...
 
But when? How long should I wait?
 
 
Words of the day:
 
"I guess I'm wastin' time but I've got to clear my mind
I don't know why I love you but I do"
 
(Clarence 'Frogman' Henry, (I Don't Know Why I Love You) But I Do)


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